Saturday, February 19, 2011

alcanzado las metas

Goal: an aim or desired result; the destination of a journey. This week I arrived at my destination. Before I left I decided on one crucial goal: to have a positive impact on the lives of eager students through cultural and language exchange. I began achieving my most important goal at Access Summer Camp 2011. From 7am-11pm Monday-Friday I connected with 300 high school students from across the country. I was their teacher. I was their friend. I was their mentor. I was their teammate. These kids brought me to life. I was exhausted from spending 12+ hours outside in the sun, but as soon as I stepped in front of them to share my culture and my native language I was energized.

My lesson was on U.S. holidays and culture; our language/vocabulary emphasis was on "similar" and "different." My first group of students worked in pairs to explore U.S. holidays and decide if there were similar holidays in Panama and in what ways did they celebrate. Since Monday was Valentine's day, they also created and exchanged valentines. I worked closely with two Access teachers from Tuesday-Thursday, Amalia and Tatiana. They had great ideas of how to make the lesson more interactive. Instead of having the following groups write and discuss similarities and differences, we assigned each of them one holiday and they had to act it out for the rest of the group. It was so amazing to see the creativity of these kids. January 9th is día de los martires. This day honors the students that were killed by the U.S. while attempting to replace the U.S. flag with the Panama flag in 1964. My students decided this day was similar to Memorial Day in the States. For their drama, one group had 2 guys climbing up a tree with a construction-paper Panama flag. After climbing down they were "shot" by their group members and the two girls in the group started sobbing. Another group that was assigned Christmas had one of the guys put a plastic bag on his face for a beard, one of the students held his arms out to form a circular window while another threw pieces of leaves in front to represent snow. They may not have had all the necessary language skills to verbally present their holidays, but the whole group knew exactly what they were portraying through their creativity. They also attended sessions on values, language arts and culture, leadership, and health and fitness.

At one point, one of my students, Sara, just didn't have the words. You could see her mind whirring trying to come up with just a few English words but she couldn't. The stress eventually got to her and she broke down. Tears streamed from her eyes as she ran to the bathroom in embarrassment. I gave her a minute there by herself, but followed. We had a discussion, in Spanish, about how it's ok to make mistakes. I've been speaking Spanish for 8 years and I still don't speak it perfectly. I reminded her that we're all here for the same reason, to practice and get better with the help of each other. She gave me a big hug and a smile; I will never, ever forget that smile.

I also helped in recreational aspects...it was camp after all! The first night Todd and I worked with kids on the basketball court. Most of them had never played before so we worked on the basics: passing, catching, dribbling, close-range shots. Throughout the week I also helped with volleyball, played American football and helped with the kids' favorite activity: aerobics. We turned on music with a good beat and they all came out of their shells. We did basic step moves and I also added in some basic kickboxing that they seemed to really enjoy. We also watched two movies: We Are Marshall (mostly for the American football aspect) and Pursuit of Happyness. The kids were particularly inspired by Pursuit of Happyness. It's difficult to get 100+ kids focused on an English, Spanish-subtitled movie, but it was quiet for every minute of that movie.

They also participated in leadership activities that Access Youth Ambassadors and their Leader, Leonel, learned from their visit to the States last month. They spent time in New York, D.C., Michigan and Texas. They brought back some great, interactive, team-building and leadership activities that I was also given the opportunity to participate in.

On Wednesday, the US Ambassador to Panama, Phyllis Powers, visited the camp for a brief observation of our groups and to give a short talk to all of the kids. It was great that she included Access in her agenda. These kids are in a U.S.-funded program; but more importantly they're the future of Panama. Having the visible support of the U.S. embassy helps them realize just how important they are to Panama and to the world.

The teamwork between Tatiana, Amalia and I helped make educational component as effective and fun for the kids as possible. I also had the support of Christine who was leading a group with Fernando; Tevia: another American girl who's been teaching here since September; and Todd who was a great volunteer and driver home :) Of course there were logistical flaws, rain delays, schedule errors and sleepless nights (I was in a room of more than 60 teenage girls), but at the end of the day I know we made an impact on these kids. I've had facebook friend requests coming in all weekend and they've already created 2 different group pages for them to keep in touch. I'll be helping with their school-year program which starts in April. A group of them will come to Latina 3 days/week for 3 hours at a time. I'll be a classroom assistant and will also help with the organization and implementation of monthly field trips.

I'll be back to my current routine next week: teaching 2 written communication courses at Latina. I'm going to meet the Regional English Language Officer (RELO), Michael Rudder. Michael was at my orientation in DC last summer. In conjunction with Panama TESOL, he will be leading a training on Tuesday afternoon. I will also be helping Christine in any way I can as CELI will be opening on March 2nd. Drew, the other ETA, is arriving on March 1st and my first visitors, Katharine and Susan, will be here on March 9th! That means vacation is a few short weeks away!!

A quick nephew update: he's been working hard on growing. Glamma Nancy and David went to Charlotte for the week...it was really difficult knowing that I couldn't be there too. But I did get to witness him squirm a bit and finally got to see his eyes live; so glad to know he has something in his eye sockets. I'm trying to convince my mom to pack him in her carry on when they come in August. Put in a word for me to help get her and my sister convinced!

Have a great week.

Cuídate.


Thursday, February 10, 2011

papeles nuevas: estudiante, profesora y tia

It's funny how fast life can change. A month ago I was struggling to stay afloat while the feelings of isolation, uncertainty, loneliness, and uneasiness swelled into a 20-foot wave lurking over me. Now, I have a schedule. I have a home. I have more friends. I am a teacher. I'm an aunt and I'm crazy about my peanut of a nephew. It's taken a month to get settled, but I now have the right frame of mind and confidence to make the next 9 months the best they can possibly be, both personally and professionally.

On February 2, 2011 I became a teacher. I spent the entire previous day planning exactly what I was going to say, how long each component would take and what I hoped my students would take away from the lesson. Christine was a great help on the details and suggested a couple fun activities to make the class more interactive. I was anxious before the class, but as soon as my watch read 10:30 I immediately felt comfortable. The students' timeliness was a lot better; those that were late were not so late they disrupted the flow of the class. To break the ice I had my students discuss common English idioms; Wednesday's included: Achilles' heel and needle in a haystack. Then we used a verb wheel to get in English mode; students had to verbally construct three sentences: one using simple present, one in simple past and one using the past participle. It was a great way to get them thinking more creatively and create a more open environment. I introduced narrative paragraph writing: the structure, the flow, the transitions, etc. I then had students work in pairs to piece together a jigsaw of a narrative paragraph. After more practice on the details of the structure, each student selected a noun card from my Apples To Apples stack. This card represented their topic, their setting or one of their characters. To finish class we did a progressive narrative paragraph. I started with the first sentence: "Last year I went on an exciting trip to the Amazon jungle." Each student added one sentence to the paragraph. By the end of the paragraph I was in love with my guide and begging him to leave his wife for me. Needless to say, the students had a lot of fun with this one!

I taught another class last Friday. This group is very small (only 6 students!) and they are all very bright and committed to their major. They are the most advanced group I have, they're taking Written Communication III. I introduced essay writing to them. We looked at the structure, the necessary components, different types of transitions and the characteristics of each paragraph. We stressed the thesis statement and the introduction, mostly. Then we analyzed a traditional 5-paragraph essay on the influence of Latin Music in the US. They were all so focused and flew through the lesson with no problems; I was really impressed.

I found out a few days after teaching this lesson that I've already started to have an impact on my students. A colleague told me she ran in to one of my students, a very bright girl from Venezuela, who told her my entire lesson with great enthusiasm. I was so glad for a few things: 1). that she learned something and remembered it well enough to re-tell it! 2). that she was excited about it and 3). that my colleague told me. This was such a confidence booster. I can tell in the classroom that my students like me, but to hear that even just one student had that much passion for one of my lessons was so fulfilling.

Yesterday I taught opinion and expository paragraph writing; tomorrow I will teach comparison/contrast essay writing. Good thing I was an English major with a writing concentration!

I went to the beach for the first time last weekend. Even though Panama City is built on the Pacific coast, there are no beaches within the city limits. Christine and I took an oversold, small bus a couple hours to Santa Clara beach. We rented a little cabin for shelter from the hot summer sun. There was a group of about 20 "racataca" Panamanians (that's what Christine's local friend called them...search racataca on Urbandictionary to see the interesting meaning). They were completely plastered, loud, invading our shelter (that we paid for) and very scantily clad. By 1:00 the beach was scattered with empty Balboa and Atlas cans and they were sprawled out in beer comas. As annoying as it was in the moment, it was a really interesting cultural experience. We took the bus back and returned to the apartment in time for the 4th quarter of the Superbowl. Glad the Pack won.

Tengo una clase de español! Noris came by last Friday for my first Spanish lesson. She's a retired journalist and has promised to teach me about indigenous Panamanian cultures and more about the city. She gave me a placement test and an interview to check my Spanish level. I have my second class with her tomorrow so hopefully I'll have a better understanding of how it will function and help me with my Spanish. I've spoken with a couple of you about how this isn't your traditional abroad experience. My daily life is in English: I teach English classes in English, I live with an English-speaking roommate, I'm here to promote the use and instruction of English. So I'm not getting the Spanish-immersion experience that you normally would through study abroad. I am hopeful that my class with Noris will form a Spanish world for me.

On a somber note, my mentor teacher Alba has been admitted to the hospital. She's currently undergoing treatment and her immune system has been weakened. I'm going to visit her tomorrow. Please keep her in your thoughts/prayers and send positive vibes her way.

Next week is Access summer camp. I'll be teaching US holidays and US culture and helping with basketball to 160 kids the first session and around 130 the second session! I will be inaccessible from Sunday evening - Friday evening but will definitely create a post about the camp when I'm back in the city. I'll also get to meet the US Ambassador to Panama on Wednesday when she will give a presentation to the campers.

Have a wonderful weekend and week next week. Y feliz día de san valentín!

Cuídate.

Friday, February 4, 2011

love

he has a full head of black hair. he knows how to make an entrance. he has tiny feet and tiny hands. he nestles in the nook of my sister's arms. he is hundreds of miles away from me. he has know idea who i am (yet). he is perfect.

i love you Quinten Thomas. happy birthday.